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Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts
Showing posts with label fear. Show all posts

Tuesday, January 31, 2012

One step closer...

It's comical to me that the qualities of a Virgo are to be organized and analytical, yet I almost always never have a predestined blog post in mind. I often fancy various topics that I could blog about, but ultimately, when I click on the 'new post' button my mind is blank and the words that begin each new post are spontaneous and at times surprising to myself, as if they appear from no where.
I now realize, that this too is a quality of a Virgo, and perhaps interferes with the former qualities.
The quality that I speak of, being described as allowing my actions to manifest quicker than my thought process.  I suppose at certain times, this is an advantage, but it is generally not a 'quality' that one wishes to have.

Reminiscing upon my youth.... Only kidding, I'm still in my youth.  I will reconstruct that statement as follows:  Reminiscing upon, well, my life... I notice that often times I spoke ahead of myself. My opinions were so strong, and possibly at times narrow-minded, that I went straight forward with my first thought, which ultimately was an opinion, and let it out for everyone to hear.  Being blunt can have it's advantages, for example, eventually your mom stops asking you "Do these pants make my butt look big?" Because she knows, inevitably, that her reply will be "Yes, your butt looks exactly how it is."
So in that sense, it wards off people who are looking for answers of satisfaction versus the honest truth.
But in the end, is that really an advantage?  Yes, it feels good to tell the truth, but does is really hurt to tell a white lie in order to appease the other person? 

Perhaps it is okay.  However, if we do this all of the time, then people go about living in a world of make believe.  I enjoy the make believe world, but, if every unhealthy person gallivants about thinking they are in optimum health... then what? I suppose then, ignorance is bliss.... Until your health gets the best of you.  I really do not know if there is a point that I am trying to make here, other than simply admitting that I have spent many years of my life in the world of "straight" thinking and considering personal opinion to be of high importance.

Now I have begun to realize that personal opinion often boils down to the ego.
Of course we all have emotions and preferences and we will always have personal opinion...
But the problem is that we always see things as being "different". We are always viewing the difference in things, versus the similarity. And it is from that unknown ignorance of only seeing the differences, that negativity is allowed to manifest.  When we begin to see the similarities between ourselves and others, positivity will be given the opportunity to expand. I am not just speaking of he similarities between ourselves and other humans, but all organisms, even the things that we consider beastly. We consider them beastly because we view them as being different, which allows for negativity.  If we can simply see the similarities between ourselves and the things that we so often fear, then the positive can begin to overcome the negatives.  Then we move one step closer to global consciousness, because we are accepting our similarities. We are seeing that we are not as different as we initially thought from the insects, the fungi, the creatures of the night, and so on...

After all...
"There is nothing to fear but fear itself."  -Franklin D. Roosevelt




Friday, November 18, 2011

Life In A Day

Over the span of the last three days I have found the time to watch a film.  
I found the film by reading the blog on Prana's website, which usually has some interesting post.


The film is titled Life In A Day, and is a historic  hour and a half film capturing what it was like to be alive on the 24th of July, 2010. 
Executive produced by Ridley Scott and directed by Kevin Macdonald.
This film is available via YouTube.
I really like the song in the film, which is sung by three different people throughout. 
It goes something like this...

I want to drink from the clearest water...
I want to eat the things I ought to...
I'm... just one, I know... but, I... feel strong, you know...
I want to reach the greatest mountain...
climb if I want, without shouting
I'm just one, I know... but I, feel strong, you know...


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Many people are so wrapped up in their ego and what is going on in their life that they rarely consider what is happening in other peoples lives around the world.  Many of the people I know, even friends, go about pitying themselves all day long. And it really is a shame, because it isn't very difficult to realize that there is another human on earth, another human just like you, who is in a far worse situation.  When you begin to notice these things, your life becomes a lot better... because you begin to understand that your ego- your emotions- your self pity- aren't as big of a deal as what you thought they were.  When you can let go of your ego, you can become one with your surroundings.